Written on her walls

It is a lovely FEELING...
ur words excite the body, FullFILLING...
let the spine take record of emotions...
unpraised emotions, stressed now orgasms limp,
the hi left as soon as it came bye.
Repeat, they must call retreat,
love misunderstood just like movies constantly reeling
something about these words they all are FEARING.......LADY V

ESCAPING.....

It takes more energy to cry than it does to fight.

Iv'e made myself like brick so that time wud win,

only to be stared @ w/ eyes highlighted by dark rings,

fatigued w/ yearn.

See how my life done had its way w/o my choice

just barely pushin b/c it takes more energy cry,

barely quiting b/c foundations chase me instead,

the hatred that can construe you to see red pour down my eyes.

I have never hated the black man for his absence b/c he is

always present, I never hated his choice of reason like I

once did this rebel voice, just overstood that one day we

were to dance.......one day we were gonna dance....

Like Lackawana's own my nanny sheilded me and that future of mine

made me feel important, made me feel secure that one day

my children would spread their arms like sunshine,

and to catch their falls, tales, and doodles of sublime

a figure so familiar rest and assurance ooze their pores,

no reasons for their mother's scorn.

My chamber harbors these curtains that are always drawn back,

the music tracing their walls lolled me to inquiry,

I was w/o something I i fought myself to crave.

At that window I sat all expectant for The Lost Boy's and Girls,

to help me pretend memories to current existance- my world.

I hurt morally for the women who's loose ends ripple

attractively in the wind, b/c to the man looking to fix

there will always be that fowl stench of a past lingering.

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Catching Me

Take your time making me stick
like Martin to Pam,
Placing me to your memory where
them there senses of yours own nothing.

Make me like glue ,so that i don't care
what people say,
make me but don't break me,
because my arched hand is still blocking
them there ray's tryna keep you far to themselves,
where they know my squinted eyes dare not look
in fear of never letting my pupils live in color.

Ahhh sharp pinches so penetrating i forget sex,
more like your gazes when i keep you from it.
Eye's like the color purple, upset when u don't
look at them ,
driver please seach for them
because the light and me are turning green.

Just for A Second

Can i wish for that pony you tell me i wont get,
but i so totally do b/c jus like me to you,
IT belongs to some species extending a river.
Can i wish for my prince charming?
Yea, that one you'd hate at 1st glance b/c i trained him well
unlike the coins u gave me to buy food and i threw in.
Can i dream of him b/c the thought jus makes me like calgon,and
theres no coming back,
Allow me just this wish of my mate
where our love is too deep for the ocean floor,
and speaks volumes beyond BOSE effect.
Can u just give me my imagination back for a second?
because i sware i just seen a black man in the white house
allowing tales of Icarus to still ring rusted church bells.
Can i catch this leaf while its in the air,
teasing me left then right, unaware of the distances i'd go
then THUMP...aww shit there it is.
I told myself i would'nt allow them to but like me 2 u
they don't ever listen, and like rain they spilled
REGRRET,EMBARASSMENT,SHAME, but don't forget that YEARN
to reach for that leaf u said i couldn't catch in midair
but i did.
Too bad it took all night because just for a second there
I thought i woke up